Friday, June 17, 2011

Untamed ,

The day when your bestfriend becomes your worst enemy. Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes into the trash. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turns into g-strings. Kisses turn into sex.

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:22 AM
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Thursday, June 16, 2011

AN UGLY DUCKLING .

Hello, i'm a girl that ignore nice guys & chase assholes.

Kay, i'm gonna blog awhile before I start on my hw. Till now, i've only completed one hw, yay.

Aish, I love the fact that time flies. But I really wish I could return back to the past. Wouldn't it be awesome if we have a remote that has a " Past " & " future " button in it? I'm seeing all or rather 99.8% of my primary sku friends changed. So, this is how much secondary sku wil change you? They've started to slash their wrist and fucking their life here & there. I remember how cheerful they used to be. They get all hyper w/o a reason. They loved their life sooo much. & all I see now is all of their depressing statues, crying faces and fretting 'bout bgr. Where has their laughters and smile gone to? Maybe, this is all about part of growing up.

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, how we met and sparks flew instantly. I used to know my place was the spot next to you, now i'm searching the room for an empty seat. 'Cause lately I dont even know what page you're on. So many things that I wish you knew, so many walls up but I can't break through.

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:26 PM
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Sucha tired game .

Tell me that you love me.

Heyyo! HAHA, came here to update ahbo Sheryn will nag at me. :( Machiam my mummy sia! Hehe.:>

Okay, so I went out w my awesome clique yest. But Brenda wasnt there. She's busy moving into her new house yo! HAAHHA, can tell that she's really happy bout her new house. (:

Um, so we went to library to do hw. Okay, this time round is REALLY do kay!

Hehe, altho I only completed Hist. But eh! I used to do nothing de okay! :D So aft studying, we went to kids at play to play waterrrrr. HAHHA, stupid Jing Ning & Sheryn spray water at me. ._. Wet bodoh! Hehe, but I still love them. (:

Then we walkwalk ard Northpoint. We saw this Scarlet shop and we went in lor. Sheryn and I bought a ring and it looked quite similer. So, we call it as our " Couple Ring "

HOHOHO, no, I still love Esther kay! Esther, if your seeing this, dont misunderstand k! Woaini. x)

Then bus-ed home.

Heheh, kinda into P!nk currently. Her songs are pretty awesome eh! She's cool.:>

Gogogo! Go listen to her songs! (If you havan't) :D

Kay, so the holiday is ending sooonnnnn. Wth. D:

And, I still have piles of hw to be done. Gosh. Holiday officially suck. :( Oh, whatever! & my hist hw is still missing. Thus, I took Jasmine's paper and photocopy. She's sucha kind-hearted girl! Thanks Jasmine. (:

But no! I'm not gonna stop having fun & rot at home w homeworks! Alright, maybe i'll be at home, doing nothing. Aishhhh. D;

Currently chattin' w Sheryn yo! Hehe, she's planning to come me house x) Oh well, it's better than being at home alone w my Brother.

Nobody knows, nobody knows but me that I sometimes cry. If I could pretend that i'm asleep. When my tears start to fall. I peak out from behind these walls, I think nobody knows.

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:24 PM
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Sunday, June 12, 2011

A smile is the best make up a girl can have .

Just a fraction of your love fills up the air. <3

HOHOHO , it's been a longlong time since I last updated eh ?

Heh . Well , I can say A LOT of things happened during the period of time I didnt blog .

Errrrr , to summerise , i've learnt a lot of things too .

All I can say that i've been pretty sad . But.. all thanks to my awesome friends and especially Sheryn for being by my side during this period of time . Thanks babe ! Your awesome . ;)

Sheryn ;

I know your reallyreally sad right now .

Cheer up babe ! There's a lot of guys out there wayyyy awesomer than shorty eh !

It's not worth it to be sooo sad coz of him .

Remember this : You , sheryn can live better w/o him .

In future , you're gonna find a better guy .

A guy that's gonna love you w all his heart , a guy that'll protect you .

A guy that'll be there for you whenever you're down.

A guy that'll fight off those crawlies for you , <3

Oh yeah , and i'll always be there for you too .

No matter what happens , just call me , & i'll be there for you .

One day when you feel like crying , call me . I cannot promise that I can make you laugh , but I can cry w you .

One day , if you wanna run away , dont be afraid to call me .

I promise I wont ask you to stop , but I can run w you .

If one day you dont wanna listen to anyone , call me .

I promise i'll be there for you .

xoxo , stay strong , xoxo

It's been months but I still miss you . It's been months but I still need you . It's been months but I still love you . I know I gotta move on , but I cant . Right now , my only wish is for you to be happy .

HAH, i'm kinda into Justin Bieber nowww . All thanks to Sheryn's " never say never " disc. HEHE . :>

Okay , shall talk 'bout sku nao . Gosh , sucha realistice topic . ._.

All I can say is , I FAIL MY MATH .

Alright , nothing new . HAHAH . It'd be weird if I pass math yo!

It's hols now and there's pile of hw to be done . Ohno . ;(

& I havent start any hw yet . It's really different eh .

I only have 4 topics in primary sku & i'm complaining 'bout the amt of hw I have .

& now , i've 'bout 9 topics ? GOSH! Seriously . -_-

But sku's pretty awesome eh! It's sooo awesome w my awesome clique <3 .

I really hope that we'll continue to be good friends! Jing Ning , Sheryn , Brenda , Jasmine and I ! :D

Oh yeah , Cindy's really pissing all of us . Damn . I shall not elaborate anything much .

Later become cyber bully how ? ._.

HAHAHHA , kbye ! <3

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:36 AM
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Monday, May 9, 2011

Do you think you really understand yourself? Like you know what you want etc. Are you really happy w life?

Do you think you really understand yourself? Like you know what you want etc.Are you really happy w life?

Answer here

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:08 AM
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Friday, March 25, 2011

Haishh. 1E2 seems to be falling apart.

Seeing things like this, I cant help but think back of those things that happened in 2009. Seriously, 2009 make me suffer like hell. I've to live in fear every single day. Cry most of the time. I've to be wary of everyone that comes close to me for the fear of the same things happening again and again. No matter how many times I told myself to not to trust that person again, I never fail to get cheated. And yeah, I get betrayed again and again. I got bullied, and many more. At that time, i've really lost trust with everyone . I feel that there's there's no such thing as "trust" in this world. I feel that everythings fake. I dreaded to wake up every day. I dreaded to go to school. I dont have a true friend. I wasnt greedy. All I needed was a friend that'll be by my side. That's all. I became numb to everything. And worst of all, I just smiled. I keep smiling. I tried to covered everything by just smiling, and there I was, smiling all the way. I acted as if everything was what I wanted, everything's on the right path.

Think back now, i've seriously regretted making the desicions i've made. But well, it's history alr:) It's the experience that i've made that's important. I've learnt lots of things. And 2009 is just another climax in my life.:) I learnt how to appreciate things,

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:28 AM
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Monday, March 14, 2011

It's been a long time since I smile from the bottom of my heart.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice. But falling in love with you was beyond my control.

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:21 PM
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